My favourite songs

Yesterday night I was reading a blogpost by Ollie Martin about music and it inspired me to write this down (and, if you're reading this Ollie, it's kinda a reply to yours).

What does music mean to me? I can't even explain. It's seriously a big part of my life, without it I'm lost. It's not only something to listen to when you have nothing to do/you're waiting, it's something more than it. It helped me, it somehow feels me, if it makes sense. Every songs to me has its own meaning and I love them all. Anyway let's get started.

So, the first song of this very long list (I won't write them all) has to be The Fault In Our Stars by Troye Sivan.

That song is literally flawless, I seriously love it. I like both versions, the normal one and the MMXIV too, and the video Troye made for that song is just.. perfect. ( If you've never heard of it or seen the video, check out here)

Second song of this list is Little Things by One Direction. Such a cliché for a directioner, I have to admit it, but the meaning behind that song is something amazing and it reminds me of their concerts, so it's even better.

And here's where the list starts being less a list and more a mixture of thousand songs on the same level. [I can't even choose three favourites, amazing Susanna]

Lifeboat by Tom Mann - a really great song, but also  really underrated, I'm probably the only human who knows that song but it really needs to be more appreciated.

Echo by Trevor Moran - I didn't know I loved that kind of music untill I heard this one. It gives me the energy to go on and do things. Mornings are better if you listen to it.

Don't Wait by Mapei - I actually found out this song because of Tyler and Troye's livestream last year and fell in love. I just find it beautiful.

Give Me Love by Ed Sheeran - this song doesn't need any explanations, it's just perfect. Oh and if you didn't know, the full one is actually 8 minutes long and the second part is even more beautiful than the first.

Flares by The Script - other amazing but incredible underrated group (and obviously their songs too) of these years. Every song of theirs is beautiful, but this one has something special.

Where No One Goes by Jonsì and John Powell - yes, it's How To Train Your Dragon 2 soundtrack. No, I'm not ashamed at all to put this song in my favourites. That song makes me feel free for some reasons and I love it.

Serendipity by Michele Bravi - really underrated singer(and so his songs), probably because italian so not really known out of here. But I swear, his voice is amazing.

Origin Of Love by Mika - this song has everything, it's simply beautiful.

I could go on for the rest of the day, but these are enough for now. If you want to find more, I have a spotify playlist where I put all of my new favourite songs everytime I find one. I'd be honoured if you followed it.

And you? What's your favourite song of all the time or just at the moment? Write a comment down here, I'd love to find out new music or see if you have the same tastes as me.

S xx

10 facts about me

Hello everyone! Since I didn't know what to write but I wanted to write, I decided to write down 10 facts about me, you probably don't even care but hey, at least I tried.
So, let's get started.

1. My real name is Susanna, but since I rather more the English version of it, That's why this blog is called "Suzanne's thoughts".

2. I live in Italy. In fact, I'm Italian. So, If I make mistakes or I can't explain something properly because I don't know the right words to use, I apologize. I still have to learn.

3. I am 16 and I go to high school. If you wonder why not in college, school system is different here. I'd write 10 pages about how different it is, but I don't think you're interested in it, so I won't. (you can always ask me though)

4. Music means a lot to me. I'm a big fangirl of singers, like Troye Sivan, Conor maynard, Michael Bublè, Michele Bravi, and boybands like One Direction, The Script, Stereo Kicks, Bastille, 5 Seconds Of Summer, and I could go on for ages.

5. I'm also in love with a lot of youtubers like Niki and Sammy, Sam King, Tyler Oakley, Troye Sivan, Alfie Deyes, Ollie Martin and more.

6. I consider myself a creative person. In fact,  I love to draw. I really love to draw, in special my favourite people. I also love to take photos, mostly of the sky or the nature in general, I feel like they aren't appreciated enough. And write too, which is why I have a blog.

7. I have never had a boyfriend either kissed someone. It's kinda sad, but I still live happy so don't worry if you haven't either, it'll happen one day.

8. Even if in the previous point it looks like I have a sad life, I haven't. In fact, I still consider myself a lucky girl. I almost met all of my favourite youtubers at Itatube 2014, went to 2 One Direction's concerts ( Take Me Home Tour at Mediolanum Forum - Milan and Where We Are Tour in San Siro - Milan(yes, I'm in the DVD)) and I've already planned to go to Itatube 2015 and two concerts this year (The Script at Mediolanum Forum - Milan and 5 Seconds Of Summer at the SSE Hydro - Glasgow).

9. I love to travel. Unfortunately I can't go everywhere, because I don't really have money to do it, but when I can, I go. I've been to various places in Italy, but only once in a foreign country, in France. I went to Strasbourg in middle school. That's why I'm really excited to go to Scotland this year, I can't wait.

10. Being the fangirl I am, I found myself running 4 different twitter accounts. I don't know if it's normal but I don't really care. My main account, mostly for youtubers, One Direction, The Script and many other people, is @Albonslover. The second one is only for Stereo Kicks, and it's @smilingReece. The third one, @lovingOllie, is for Ollie Martin and to be honest for when I watch How To Train Your Dragon or play Pokémon. I don't know why, but I use this one when I do it. The last but not least one, @randomlylayouts, is a layout account. I love making layouts, so I make them and give them to who wants them.

So, these were my 10 facts. I put a little of self promo, in special in the last point, but I hope you don't mind. I can't help it.
It's your turn now. Comment a random fact about you, even self promo is allowed with me. I'd like to know you all better, it'd be really cute.
S xx

Hate

Hi people. Weirdly it hasn't even been a week and I'm writing again. I don't know if I'm just in the right mood or I feel guilty for not writing for months. Either ways here's a new one.

So, the word is "hate". Why? I was texting one of my internet best friends about a really annoying girl, I won't say their names. While talking she asked me if I hated that girl and that made me thing about this new blogpost, so I'm writing it while I still have the idea.

I consider the word "hate" one of the worst words ever. It's a really serious topic for me.
Hate it's not one of those words you can use randomly like "banter", no. The dictionary says "to dislike intensely or passionately; feel extreme aversion for orextreme hostility toward; detest". So, if you use that word seriously, you must feel something horrible in your deep, it's not just not standing someone.

I'm telling you this because I've been "hated" by some people for years and, trust me, it's probably the worst feeling ever. When people tell you that, if you're like me and, unfortunately, care about what other people think of you, it destroys you. It makes you being sad, so sad that all you want to do it's to cry. So, please, think about what you're saying before saying it. I get you, if you mean you can't stand someone because it's super annoying or acts like a b*tch, I know way too many people like that. Or also if those people are bullying you and they make you feel like shit, I get you again, I felt the same in the past.(if you're wondering, yes I got bullied, but I won't talk about that now, probably I'll never do if you don't ask me) 

But if you don't like them, just ignore them. It's easier, no? I know sometimes it's difficult to ignore some people, but I learnt how to and you can too. They are just people who don't deserve your attention. Just leave them.

I don't know if this post was good or not, but it's more like a little rant so, if it wasn't, I'm sorry. These are just my thoughts though. 

And you? Have you ever used the word "hate" when it wasn't really necessary? Have you ever been "hated"? Comment down here, I'm ready to hear you.

S xx